I got bored of writing this blog. Plain and simple.
I put that down to a mixture of the following factors:
1) I simply don't have the ego and self fascination to talk about myself endlessly. In the same way I don't treat facebook or twitter as a means to talk about myself, that I don't hold court telling stories about me, I find the mere detailing of my life to be pretty dull to write about, let alone consume. I felt if I wasn't learning much or having any real insights through my day to day, anything I was to write would be equally uninspiring to anyone reading. Pretty much every post I wrote, especially at the beginning of things - was filled full of either my real true feelings experienced or my real true thoughts on these situations (I differentiate here because some were visceral descriptions of experience, whilst others were conceptual contemplations), so when those personal truths seemed to be less and less, I saw little point in carrying on for the hell of it.
(Pretty sure I've lost most of you by now)
2) I think this blog has been like therapy in ways. A way to self contemplate, to objectively view situations and generally step outside of myself by stepping in. I've 'learnt', moved on and reconciled things a great deal since I started this. I think you have all been like the late night friend or therapist silently listening and allowing me, encouraging me to talk through your passivity.
3) I started to find that writing about my sexual encounters was becoming repetitious, plus the sex I've been having of late whilst very fun has also been lacking impact. I think I may possibly be growing out of simply 'having sex' - the allure of the conquest has been diluted, and the different situations I've been lucky to get myself into also means that there's only so much titillation or surprise that new casual sex can offer.
However, as much as I could tell you about how I now view things, and what I now feel I may want, I don't think you came here or are back here for that (although, I'm pretty sure you'll hear about this at some point soon).
You want to know about my interactions with the fairer sex. So, let's reacquaint ourselves with my unremarkable times of late...
